A story of a girl....

Someone on my bus legit smells like a spice cabinet and I’m really interested to know how one acquires such a smell….

Oh how I hate when people like my brother complain that they are fat and out of shape and can’t breathe and aren’t smart, when they drink alcohol. If you want to lose weight and not be so dumb maybe you’d stop drinking. Holy cow alcohol is so stupid. I’ve grown up with my own father being an alcoholic and watched my parents split up many times and fight all the time because of alcohol. I’ve seen my oldest brother throw his whole life away on alcohol and drugs. I’ve faced having to go home from sleepovers because people were drinking and i felt uncomfortable. I’ve faced people saying they don’t want to invite me places because i don’t drink and they want to. I’ve looked up to people in yes leads and finally think i’ve found an actual friends who don’t believe in drinking only to find out that they are lying. I’ve heard people lecture me about living my life when all they do is fuck up theirs. I will never drink. I’m never going to get trashed and put on some show for people, because i’m not a show, and my life isn’t so terrible that i need to drink it away so i can’t remember what happened the night before that’s not fun. Fun is actually remembering what happened and actually doing something with your life other than drinking. It’s not about puking the next day and making someone else take care of you because you fucked up. It’s not about lying to your parents and chancing dissapointing them over. Alcohol messes up your brain and is bad for you. I don’t want to hear of one or two drinks isn’t bad. Yes it is. getting trashed with your friends is stupid to me at least. Don’t tell me I’m weird or or too uptight. Screw that i have a life to live, and i’m not wasting it on stupid chemicals. I wish more people could realize this.